I know what it's like to go through life feeling bad about yourself.
Feeling worthless, like you don't matter to anyone - including yourself. I've been on my healing path for a number of years and the way I think, feel, act, my emotions are extremely different now to even 6 months ago. VERY!
The way I see things, my perspective on things is so dramatically different, I find it hard to put into words at times ...
but I remember it ALL! I remember how I used to feel, what I used to think, how I used to act, how I used to react.
I was so broken but yet day to day functional, wanting to take my own life, people pleaser, hating myself, craving love, affection and attention. To anyone outside of me, I was successful, a high achiever and a go getter - but inside, that was very different.
Fast forward a few years and I'd come a long way and healed so much of my trauma. Things that used to bother me, don't anymore. I wasn't so emotionally volatile. I didn't care what anyone said or thought - as Bon Jovi says: IT'S MY LIFE!
